Crasses et Voluptés

Whenever one of the fragments of the infinite consciousness realizes the infinity of its own being and/or the uniqueness of its own being, it will realize that there is no one individual that can meet all its needs. That is what it means to be unique. It will literally take an infinite number of beings to fully meet its needs. In this realization it will become lonely for there will be no one who can meet all of its unique needs. Yet, in this awareness, the fragment of Consciousness will simply have returned to that state of the original Consciousness that shattered itself. The fragment of Consciousness will simply come to the realization that there is nothing other than the awareness it possesses. In this awareness it will become very lonely and that loneliness will again fuel creation to create a new Creation. The process is endless. We are simply Consciousness looking for Its playmate to experience Itself. The issue we face is pain of the loneliness. So rather than face the true depth and breadth of this pain, we stay in the illusion of Creation experiencing only a part of this pain from time to time. 

It needs to be realized that the “stuff” of your consciousness and its awareness is the same “stuff” out of which the Consciousness of all that is arose. Your consciousness and awareness is the same “stuff” as the Consciousness and awareness of all that is. This ability you have to feel is the same ability Consciousness has to feel. It is no different. If you realize your uniqueness and realize no one can meet you totally, one for one, in your uniqueness you will feel a loneliness. The ultimate pain we face is the pain of our own uniqueness. As such, pain is not something you can ultimately escape if you are truly going to embrace who and what you are. If you don’t feel a loneliness that borders on being painful if not outright pain to one degree or another, you have simply numbed what you feel in some way. To think you can transcend to some “spiritual” realm to recognize the true essence of who and what you are and not feel loneliness at your uniqueness, you are fooling yourself and you remain in the illusion of Creation. To access the depth and breath of your being and live in the awareness of who and what you are you will have to learn to be happy with what is including a deep loneliness that stems from your own uniqueness. In this knowing, you can use the loneliness to fuel your creative efforts to create a creation that serves you and not one where you run in fear such that you seek a playmate not out of need or lack but out of a desire to share the wonder of Creation. Hence the statement, “Creation was created out of love and the desire of the Creation to share Its Creation.”

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