Crasses et Voluptés

Being an infinite being with an infinite number of aspects there are an infinite number of ways in which to explore the depth and breadth of its own uniqueness. As such, there are an infinite number of ways in which to play with a playmate and engage a playmate if a playmate could be found. But it has no one with whom to play. It longs for that one playmate who can meet it at every level. In this loneliness is a deep longing for another. It longs for another who could meet its uniqueness in every way. But there is no other. There is only consciousness aware of itself.

In this deep longing, this infinite consciousness, this infinite being, causes itself to shatter. In essence, you could say it learned how to forget who it is and it learns to talk to itself. You could even say it became schizo-phrenic, a split mind, or adopted a multiple personality disorder and it believes it is whatever personality it gives itself in the moment. Although these personalities are illusionary, it nevertheless believes them as true. It forgets who it really is and believes it is only one of the personalities it gives itself.

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